Hello house, please I have been married for a year now and known my wife for 16 months or so. I met a lot of women before getting married but never loved anyone deeply enough. Since I am from the and was I nearing 30, my mother was on my neck to get a bride so I had to choose a girl and get married. I found my wife through Facebook and met 3-4 times before getting married. After my 2nd meeting I was convinced she is the right girl as she had all the right qualities I was looking for. We used to talk for hours on the phone since we were living in different states. I thought I was in love or will fall in love soon. As soon as we got to our honeymoon destination, I felt weird. I wanted to run away and since that day I have regretted my impulsive decision of marrying someone I barely knew. There is nothing wrong with her. She is beautiful and an amazing person. She loves me and takes very good care of me. She does a lot more than any wife I have seen. After few months she started noticing the difference. She mentioned I sounded like a happy person on the phone before being married and in real life I did not talk much. I felt she knew what I felt and shared it with her. That was another mistake. She cried a lot and I felt like the worst person ever. Since then we had fights once in while over this issue that I don't love her and I am not even trying. I want to fall in love with her and do my best for her as she is a nice person who has gone through rough times before and I want to see her happy. I feel I have ruined her life and mine in a way. I feel sad and haven't really been happy since a year.