Good morning, please I need advice on my matter. I recently just found out that I am pregnant and the man I am pregnant for doesn't want to have anything to do with my pregnancy. I have been dating this man for 4 years now since his wife died during childbirth 7 years ago. When we started dating, he told me he didn't want kids that the only kids he wanted where the ones his wife gave him so that whoever is  marrying him would take proper care of his children like their own and I accepted not because I didn't want to have kids but because I didn't want to loose him because the man is a very good man. He is very kind, generous, God fearing and down to earth but the thing now is I am pregnant and I know that id I confess to him, he would chase me away. I tried telling him last night that I was pregnant and he started shouting at me, he got up and was about to leave my house in anger, I couldn't stand his anger so I lied and told him that I was just joking with him that I wanted to see his reaction and he failed my test. I told him to leave my house that I didn't expect that reaction from him and that it is sad to know that after 4 years, he still doesn't love me. He has been apologizing since but I know it is not because he is sorry but because I told him I wasn't pregnant. Please house, how do I handle this, I love this man but I can't tell him I am pregnant. What should I do?