I pray all the time that my husband should be broke

Good day mamas and papas please I need your advice, please would I be a bad wife if I say that I pray all the time that my husband should be broke, the thing is I like to see him poor and beg for money because that is when he becomes humble and loyal, that is when I get to enjoy him and have him around, that is when I know I have a husband and not a horseband. When he is broke you see the best of him, but as soon as he gets paid and becomes boxed up again, he changes and he is a totally different person. He beats me, he cheats on me and he doesn't come home in days till he is broke again. I have been trying to get him fired from his job since to no avail but I have decided to plead with his boss to sack him or put him on suspension for some time without pay, I want to do something that would get to him. He has a cheque of 20 million in the house, it is from work, I am tempted to burn it off and make him suffer the consequence and tell his boss that it got burnt while he was making love to another woman. I am really bitter right now, I can't even think straight, please help me house, what should I do?