I made a post about my husband exchanging suggestive chats with a mutual friends. It's hard to over look and he has cheated before and begged for forgiveness and I did even if it broke me. I have stumbled on several chats with the same women and a few others discussing sex related matters. The last one I spoke of was the girl telling him she was struggling with ho.niness and somewhere in the chat he asked her to send a picture of herself and she asked him to look at his wife's picture jokingly and he pleaded that it was here he wanted to see. Please it is always good we put ourselves in people's shoes before asking me to go beg him to sleep with me. I am hurt and my own ego is bruised. I have tried to warm up to him but it's like he wants me to beg for it. I know it's wrong to nurse ideas of flirting but this is what he has been doing to me for over 6 years and I keep forgiving but this is affecting my sense of self worth and making me feel undesirable. I do not trust that he isn't sleeping around right now. Those messages are enough to leave me wondering the worst but society still expects me to just sit and look and pray. I'm loosing my mind please I need practical advise We have also tried to speak about this but it always ends in an argument