Good day house, please help me, what can I do. I never thought I would regret my decision but I do. All my life I have always vowed to save myself for marriage, that my husband would be the first person to make love to me and I kept this promise to myself, I was a V till marriage but I regret it now. Initially, it was fun for me because my husband was the one that disV me and I didn’t know better but now I know, my husband has a very small D, his thing is too small that the longest he gets is not long enough to make me scream. He tries to make it up to me by giving me head and all sorts but I am tired. I have been seeing someone else in my office that has been pleasuring me well that everytime I go home and I see my husband I feel irritated. I can’t believe I saved myself to suffer in marriage. I know many of you would judge me but I am sure deep down that nobody I repeat nobody would be happy to be in my situation. Well, the problem that really brought me here now is that I have not made love to my hubby in months and I just found out that I am 9 weeks gone. I don’t know what to do, please I need help.