I'm tired Mamalettes. I was the one that posted a message here last week about my husband's behaviour towards me. How he left our room to visitors room because he said he's travelling that he wants to learn how to stay without us. I went to his room for us to make love but he turned me down. Now he is saying that I am starving him that he will rent an apartment and stay there when he comes back. That he won't stay with us again. I begged and begged, I never knew that he is not happy with me. I respected his wish. I don't deny him sex. I love him so much. He said that his exes are better than me. That he regrets everything; our marriage. Hmmm! I've suffered my sisters. I don't know what to do. Tears is now my food. How can a man I love so much open his mouth and said he regrets why he married me. Please my sistets, I need a job. Doing my masters but if I get a job, I will be so happy. Wish death will come and take me away. God help me