Good day house, please i seriously need advice. I started dating my guy early this year, and it was going well until 1 fateful day i was with his phone and some messages came in and out of curiosity, i decided 2 start going through them and i found some annoying chats with some girls. I confronted him about one of them, he said it was his ex and so on. Mamas, I'm a very soft person, i cried myself to sleep most nights because i felt he though i was stupid, giving me lame excuses. I even wrote a silly poem 1 night .. Each time i act up, he apologizes and says its his fault for breaking the trust i have in him, and he will try in build it back.. Recently i started hanging with dis old friend of mine, n feelings started coming, one thing led to another, and i had sex with him.. I don't really love this my friend, i just loved d attention i was getting(keep in mind, my boyfriend shuffles my state and his own). I feel very terrible because i love my boyfriend,, i tired telling him about it, but couldn't bring myself to.. How can i be d 1 to have cheated, after accusing him for this long. Thanks in advance for posting