Good day house, please I am looking for some wise words. Last night, I slept with my best guy friend. We are so close and I feel foolish for letting this happen and jeopardizing everything. I knew that he had wanted to make love to me for a while but I had always managed to convince myself it was a terrible idea. We have previously expressed romantic interest in each other and have kissed before several times. Last night we had a few drinks and it finally happened. I feel nauseous and empty inside. I feel like he could never look at me the same again and I gave part of myself away somehow. I have never had a one night stand before this. This has made me so unhappy. The friendship feels broken. He text me this morning to apologize (he could tell when I left his house yesterday that I was unhappy). How do I move on from this? I should probably attempt to 'act cool' but my emotions are getting the better of me. Any advice/words of wisdom would be appreciated! Note that I have a boyfriend that would do anything to make me smile and I haven't made love to him before because I just didn't think it was the right time. I don't even know how to face him.