Hello house, I feel like a horrible person, I have an amazing husband who doesn't drink or smoke, he was too good and I got bored not because I didn't love him but because I wanted spontaneity and my hubby didn't have have that. I started having an affair with my colleague at work after some time but I stopped it because I started feeling bad. I called it quit and I confessed to my hubby. After about 3 months hubby forgave me and he hasn't talked about it since then. The problem I am having is that I can't seem to forgive myself. I feel really bad and when I read people's comment here on cheating wives and on husband that cheat I feel worse that God blessed me with my hubby and I cheated on him still. I know some of you would insult me and I deserve it but please help me on how to forgive myself because it is still affecting my marriage.