Good day house, I feel pathetic coming on here doing this but I don't know what else to do. I am a 34 year old man and I cannot get myself a girlfriend or seem to get any interest from women whatsoever no matter how hard I try. It makes me feel so low that it has left me feeling suicidal, I feel as if there's something wrong with me and that I am a freak and I think that I would rather be dead than go on like this being lonely and sad for the rest of my life because to be completely honest it crushes me inside it really does. I have been told by lots of women that I am good looking etc so I don't understand why whenever I start talking to a woman etc they just see me as some kind of mutant freak that has escaped from a sideshow. I consider myself a kind and caring person and have been told by lots of people that I am quite a character who has a good personality and makes people laugh. And i like to think i am going somewhere in my life, i am an English teacher in a public school and I do a bit of acting as an extra as well so it's not like i do not have any ambition. I really don't know what i am doing wrong but it really has got me feeling so down and low all the time, and being this lonely is soul destroying it really is. All of my friends all have girlfriends and there's me who feels like a spare part and a reject and it just makes me want to cry as it just makes me feel like i am scum and a loser who no one wants anything to do with. I'm lost and to be quite honest scared at the possibility of spending the rest of my life alone. What do i do?