Good day house, please I need help from you all. The thing is I'm wondering if there's something wrong with me because I'm not attracted to men my own age, and never really have been. I was married to a man a few years older, but that ended due to domestic violence. We had four kids, who are now aged between 8-17.
I'm in my early 40s and the trouble is, I like toyboys. I spent the majority of the year having a a great time with a 21 year old man who has had a crush on me for years. His mum found out and caused such trouble. Small town. The thing is, I don't look my age, and the young dudes like me too. Is this wrong? I've been told I should seek help, but I don't think it's wrong. It's not illegal. Am I a bad mother for wanting the young men who offer themselves to me? They're all over 18 and are adults and they are not gigolos because I have never paid any man to make love to me. Please what do you all think?