Happy new year every one. I have always seen my father as the only man that will enter heaven. Our childhood with him was loveless tho. He was very distant from us, but he met his duty of providing for us. He was good at intimidating us and beating us at the slightest mistake. He blamed it on his upbringing. He said that was how he was brought up. He also intimidate my mum and they were always fighting. He is also very abusive verbally. He treated my younger sister more favorably than the rest of us. Even till now. The problem now is, I discovered last year that my father I used to boast to everyone that he's morally a saint has many girlfriends and he's addicted to ponography. He watches porn on his phone every day and ends up in the bathroom. He treats my mother anyhow and tells her he will divorce her and marry a younger girl of 18 years. Mind you he's over sixty and he's a pastor. I have bottled this pain inside me for long enough and we had a fall out where I told him how he has been fucking little girls young enough to be his children and that he is a wicked man. We have not been in talking terms since the fallout. My mum said I should apologize. I did, just because of her. My dad is still angry and has refused to talk to me. I feel more angry now more than before. Am I a bad child!?

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