I don’t need to be abused, I just need to be advised before I use another man’s attraction to destroy my home. My husband was a clearing and forwarding agent, he didn’t get jobs to clear cars all the time but when he does, it brings in good money so I couldn’t complain.
But for 2 years now he has stopped working, after one incident that caused us to sell our house so as to pay debtors.  I’ve been both the father and mother of the house and to keep my sanity.  I recently got this job that was too good to be true, I don’t do much so I can leave as early as 4 yet the pay is very good.  Now my problem is, the manager is attracted to me, I catch him looking at me during the day and his attention is making me attracted to him. I can’t even remember the last time hubby told me I look beautiful. I feel bad to admit it but I waited until everyone left last Friday so I could hear him say something to me, although he left without saying anything to me.  Since that day I’ve been hoping he’ll say something, I’m still hoping and I know he will, he’s just trying to hold himself back. Before you judge me let me, he is not married. I keep reminding myself that I have a baby and a husband at home but I can’t stop having thoughts, please talk me out of this before I make a mess of my life.
 

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