My husband as been having an affair for 3 years with my best friend

Mamalettes is there anyone out there that could help me with my pain? I have been trying to cope with an affair that i found out about by chance 2 weeks ago. This affair was with my husband and one of my best friends. I found messages my friend was sending to my husband. I have been married to my husband for 8 years and have 4 children. This my best friend was always in my house and even my children call her aunty. She has even gone on holiday with us before and has been my friend for almost 15 years now. After finding out about this affair my husband has come clean and told me everything, they have been doing it for 2 years now. I know she use to drive down to his work and have sex in the back of his car with my husband in his lunch hour. I also know she use to meet him before he came home from work at a guest house where we live  before he came home. Also my husband meet her again at her house at the weekend.  Since this affair has been exposed this so called friend of mine now watches my every move as she only lives a short distance from where we live. I need some advice on how to get over this nightmare that I find myself in. I do still love my husband and do not want to end our marriage, I would still like to try and forgive him. I just do not know how. You see my head keeps going over it all the time. I need to move forward and not let her destroy my life with my family she is not worth it. God will pay her back for the betrayal and pain she has caused me. Please if anyone has any tips they could give me on how to get my life back it could help.
Thank you
 

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