My parents are responsible for the sadness and pains I am going through in my marriage right now. My father because of friendship pushed me in the hands of a wife beater, chronic cheat and disrespectful man. I have only been married to this man for 2 years and I look like I have been married for 20 years. I am a shadow of myself, I have lost so much weight from all the beatings I get from my hubby and all the fastings I have been doing in the name of restoring my marriage. I am tired of wasting my energy on a failed marriage, the only time I got pregnant, my hubby used his own hands to kill our child with the beating he gave to me one night he came home drunk and I asked him where he was coming from so late. I moved back to my parents house the first time he beat me and my mother told me that is marriage, that I should learn, with time I would get used to it. My father said there was no room for me in his house anymore that I should go back that young girls that are not up to me are making their marriages work that he has been married to my mother for 35 years without divorce or separation that I should go back and I did. I had nowhere to turn to since my parents asked me out of their house. My father doesn't want to ruin his friendship with hubby's father because he is not only his friend but his favorite client and my mother is cannot say anything because she doesn't want to piss my father off. I have had enough, I hate my parents and I curse them for making me go through so much sorrow. I don't know what to do, help me please. I am tired, how do I get myself back?

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