Hubby and I have been married for just 2 years but we dated for 8 years. I had a baby last July and we have not made love since I got pregnant. When I was pregnant I wanted to make love all the time but my husband thought having sex with a pregnant woman was disgusting so when I begged him for it he will reject me. I had my baby abroad and hubby decided to be in the room when I was giving birth. Knowing that it may affect him I begged him not to look but to just stand at the top of the bed, but he didnt and saw when the baby was coming out. When I asked him about his experience, he said it was one of the most disgusting things he had ever seen and he didn't approach me for sex until when our baby was almost 3 months. The problem now is that since that time I have no interest in making love with him anymore. I always make an excuse or say I am tired.  I no longer change in front of him and always lock the door when showering and cover myself when breastfeeding. In fact He has not seen me naked since I had the baby and I don't want him to see me naked and talk about how my postpartum body or breasts are disgusting. My confidence is very low and to think that I dated him for so many years and then I finally became pregnant and he said I was disgusting. All this has hurt me a lot and I dont know how to pick myself up. Please advice.

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