Hello mamas, it’s me again. I am here to say thank you all for your advice admonitions, though some comments hurt me but I guess it was the wake up call I needed to be strong for myself. So I decided to put your advice to use and here is my day one report. I woke up on Sunday and decided no breakfast, my son was sick so we couldn’t go to church. I took my son to the kitchen, gave his drugs, gave him breakfast and we went back upstairs and went back to sleep. Woke up went to the kitchen to make lunch and noticed he made himself noodles for breakfast. Made lunch, served his on the dinning and didn’t bother calling him, I went to my room, showered, dressed up, dressed my son, went to his room to his car key, walked past him without a word and went out. Meanwhile my not making breakfast already spooked him and while I made lunch, I could feel him watching me and to think that he hasn’t looked at me in months, he tried making small talk our son’s health and I blacked him out. When I walked past him to take the car key, I still felt him watching me because I haven’t even given him a glance since the morning. When I came back from my outing to nowhere, I noticed him struggling with himself and eventually he asked “where are coming from” My sisters I ignored and went into my room and he followed me into a room he has not entered in months. “where are you coming from” and I said from my colleague’s. Then like magic he said he wants to go out, when I didn’t respond he stood watching me for a while and then left only to come back with suya which I ignored. This morning I made breakfast before I left. Now I just got his text message “you know I love you very much, have a nice day” I still want to say thanks once to everyone, I don’t know how long this saga will go on because right now I am really angry, may be I should travel and go see my sister for a while.

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